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Thursday, August 7, 2014

Just a Wish

Assalamualaikum wbt to all my dearest readers!

As I scrolled down the App Store looking for new games to download, I came across this one game called 'Deemo' and the ratings are quite impressive. So I immediately download that game and then only I read the descriptions. Surprisingly, it is a piano game which included in the kind of game I hate because I don't know how to play piano (well obviously) and somehow I still continue downloaded it just to know why people really give 5-star to this game. As I opened it and started playing the game, the first thing that came across my mind was; I would NOT stop playing this because the music provided in this game ARE SO COOL! 

I even download the music in my laptop. Gosh, you're such a dork, Leen. I really can't help to be such an instrumental music junkie. 

So, back to the game 'Deemo'. What I really love about the music is the sound of the violin orchestra plays along while the player try to hit the notes of the piano. Well, the game is not that hard even for beginners like me. I can absolutely rate 5-star for the music provided and also for its user-friendliness. 

Ah...how wonderful it's going to be if I really can play violin.
I really love the sound of the strings, how it touches my sense, how it immerses me into the soothing fantasy of myself holding the violin and play Czardas by Vittorio Monti like nobody cares. How I wish.
It's just a dream and still included in my wish list. But since I'm a wife now, the wish list has become longer than the great wall of China. When am I ever going to accomplish all the wishes or maybe half or quarter of it? Only Allah knows. 



I still have many things to achieve and learning violin is not included in my priority. What my husband and I had discussed so far is only the most important things that what normal and young husband and wife should do and should have as we just started our family. I could not let myself be selfish as learning violin acquires a lot of commitment in order to nail it. There are going to be money to spare for the classes, the time I have to spare for learning, for practicing, for looking after my family, for keeping up my job as both a teacher and wife and also probably a mother one day...Oh my! I can get tired even when I just list them out here. Although I'm not the no 1 breadwinner in the family since that's my husband's job, yet still, I don't want to be a pain-in-the-neck to anyone just because I really want to accomplish this little dream. 

I've watched a video by a violin teacher giving advice that it's never too old to learn instruments and what she said in the video were true. COMPLETELY. Learning requires a lot of commitment including financial-commitment. Sometimes, my inner demon makes me envy those who were born with silver spoon in their mouths because they do not have to worry about money to spend on every skill classes that they wish to take. Yet, I am still grateful for what I have now, and what I have accomplished so far because there're millions of other people around the globe who wish to have what I have now; a healthy body, a wonderful family, being married to someone I love, etc etc. O Allah, how can I ever be grateful for what You have bestowed on me. Alhamdulillah. 

I remember my mother in law said that in heaven, there's going to be music. Heaven is not made to be drop-dead silent. It's perfectly decorated with endless and perpetual beauty and also there's going to be soothing music played while the people of Jannah wine and dine, sitting under a big shady tree with their loved ones, saying good things about one another, complementing each other, having fun. Oh how I wish to be one of them. O Allah please grant my wish. As this is my one true wish. I want to be in heaven and I want to play the music there. I want my family to be in there too. I do not mind if I cannot accomplish this little dream of playing the worldly musical instrument as long as I get to play music when I'm in Heaven together with the best people I have known in this world. 

Amin.




Thursday, April 24, 2014

My Love Story

Assalamualaikum wbt to all!

Harini dah genap masuk sebulan aku bergelar isteri orang. Rasa macam dah tua je bila kat sekolah dah kena tukar title Puan Amalina Sulaiman. Huahuahua! Sedih pon ade jugak .. Tapi apelah nak dikatakan...dah kahwin, macam nilah dia ceritanya. Takkan nak mengada suruh orang panggil Cik Puan pulak kannn...hoho

Ramai cikgu-cikgu kat sekolah ni terkejut bila aku tukar title. Yelah..kahwin pon senyap-senyap. Tapi nak buat macamana...kita nikah je dulu...majlisnya kemudian..bulan 5 ni baru majlis. So, untuk nikah ni, takdelah nak buat grand sangat. Just jemput ahli keluarga, sanak saudara and sahabat2 yang rapat aje. Itupun dah ramai dah bagi majlis yang kecil. Fuuhh..at least settle dah satu event. Tinggal event aku bulan Mei ni dengan event encik hubby dekat Sungai Petani Kedah.

Kadang-kadang penah rasa macam nak tampar-tampar pipi jek sebab macam tak percaya diriku ini sudah pon berkahwin. Dulu gatal sangat nak kahwin tapi bila dah kahwin susah pulak nak percayanya. Huahuahua! Tapi maklomler kan, kahwin ni bukan senang sebenarnya. Banyak pengorbanan yang kita kene buat. So, nak taknak, kenalah kita harung bersama suami tercinta...

Taknak cakap banyak lagi. Haritu ada ramai kawan yang terperanjat dengar berita aku kahwin ni. Iyelah aku ni bukan jenis yang suka menayang-nayang kat social networks about my status so, nobody even bother about it kan. Macam ada orang tu cakap, sape ajelah yang bother pasal aku ni kann. Tak sangka ada jugak nanti yang stalk blog ni. But who cares duhh~ This is my space. If you don't like me, stop stalking and get lost from my blog. Muahahaha! Entah paper jek.

Sabo jelah Leen dengan perangai orang ni. Haiizzz =="

Okay dah-dah! Hehe. Ada kawan from my secondary school ask me to write about how my husband and I got married. And since we've already married now, there's no harm in sharing about it right? Bukan tujuan nak menayang ye wahai kawan-kawan sekalian..tapi sebagai sebuah bingkisan untuk dijadikan rujukan bila korang pulak nak kahwin nanti. :) That's all.

Okay husband I sebenarnya classmate I masa kat UPM dulu. Yes. I can tell that my love story is just mostly similar with others but that's how Allah has plan for us. Aku tak pernah sangka aku akan bercinta and kahwin dengan classmate sendiri. Konon-kononnya dulu nak habiskan belajar dulu barulah fikir pasal rumahtangga kan. Tapi kita ni hanya manusia sebab Allah lah sebaik-baik perancang. Dia dah atur elok dah perjalanan hidup kita cuma tinggal kita yang kena harungi semua yang Dia bagi dengan redha dan sabar.

Semuanya bermula masa semester ke 5 aku sebagai pelajar. Buat yang tak tau, aku dan suami pelajar berkembar IPGM- UPM. So for our 2nd and 3rd year, kitorang habiskan di UPM and Final Year, kitorang balik semula ke IPG masing-masing. Suami IPG di JB and aku pulak IPG di KL. Allah temukan kami semasa kami berada dua tahun di UPM. Berkenalan sebagai kawan sekelas dan tak pernah merancang untuk bercinta apatah lagi berkahwin. Tapi...haaa...ada tapi.

Tapi masuk Third Year degree, semester ke-5 pengajian, mulalah bibit-bibit percintaan antara kitorang. It started when he repaired my broken car. Aku tak pernah tau yang dia pandai betulkan kereta. He's a teacher cum mechanic and he's good at both. That's what I really like about him at first. Dan kat situlah aku rasa yang dia ni sesuai buat kawan baik. Dia baiki kereta aku and dia tak minta upah sesen pon dari aku. Memang baik gila lah waktu tu aku cakap kat diri sendiri. Satu dah save budget dari pergi repair kat workshop yang mahal tu. Satu lagi tambah dah sorang kawan baik dalam hidupku ini.

Pastu kan, kalau ada papehal berlaku kat kereta aku, dia antara orang pertama yang aku cari. Sebab aku tau yang aku boleh harap kat dia. Then, lepastu kitorang pon mulalah start spending time together. Dia cerita masalah dia (masalah cinta :p) and aku pon cerita masalah aku kat dia. Aku mula anggap dia sebagai teman rapat waktu tu but no strings attached. But then everything started when...

He asked me to go out and have lunch at this one beriyani shop in Bangi. Waktu tu, aku just simply agak dia kawan baik aje so aku pon ajaklah sorang lagi kawan aku teman kitorang makan. Aku saja je usik dia belanja aku makan sekali die betul-betul belanja aku makan nasik beriyani. Seronok betul waktu tu sebab kawan belanja kann. Hehe. Pastu, mulalah kan orang gossip pasal kitorang. Aku pon mula-mla buat tak layan bila orang cakap yang dia ni suka kat aku tapi bila aku sendiri nampak effort dia approach aku, aku pon jadi serba confuse.

For your information, aku tak pernah bercinta sebelum ni. Aku plan nak bercinta selepas nikah je nanti.

Tapi jodoh dah datang. Siapalah aku nak menolak kehadiran lelaki yang baik dalam hidup aku. Dia bukan tak solat, bukan jenis yang huru-hara takde masa depan. Dia kawan baik aku sendiri. And I feel lucky and blessed because I get to marry my own best friend.


Huhu. Outdoor dekat hutan terbakar. Pon bolehhh.. :D

Kite sayaaaangg suami kite...


Hurmm...tu ajelah kot yang aku boleh cerita. persediaan lain-lain nanti aku cerita kat entri lain pasal entri ni pon macam dah panjang gile jek. 

Doakan perkahwinan kami berkekalan till jannah, ok?
I love you Mr Hubby, Eirfaan 'Afif...forever and ever and ever! 
xoxoxo!





Sunday, February 16, 2014

Dunia Baru

Assalamualaikum wbt untuk pembaca-pembaca sekalian!

Dah lama sunguh aku tak update blog ni. Bukan setakat sawang yang menghuni dah ni, tapi penuh seisi blog dengan kombo tikus, cencorot, daun -daun kering. Lengkap macam rumah hantu. Haha.

Sekarang ni aku dah masuk semester 7 pengajian TESL kat IPBA ni. Eh bukan UPM ke? Nope. Dah balik IPBA sudah..hihi. Semester paling mencabar setakat ni tetapi paling bermakna dalam diari kehidupan aku....

Sebab apa paling bermakna? Sebabbb...
*Tarik nafas and hembus perlahan-lahan*




Sebab...


Aku akan berkahwin dalam semester ni..
Yes...aku akan menjadi isteri orang akhirnya.
Terima kasih ya Allah...

Satu kejutan dan juga merupakan satu nikmat..
satu langkah untuk aku memasuki dunia baru...
Dunia di mana tanggungjawab makin bertambah...
Dunia di mana syurgaku beralih ke telapak kaki seorang suami....
Dunia yang makin mencabar,

Ya Allah...permudahkanlah urusan kami...terima kasih ya Alah di atas kemudahan ini...aku betul-betul tak sangka jodoh aku dan dia dipermudahkan sebegini...
Terima kasih ya Rabb atas nikmat ini..
ALHAMDULILLAH....
:)

33 days to go...